31 January 2009

hmph

"you're so ate up with the military" you said to me. And maybe you didn't mean the way i took it. But i felt it was mean and quite a low blow.
I'm sorry that's the life you decided to leave to persue school and then a big huge question mark after that!
The military is what I have and really all I've got. So piss off.
I will be great and I will make it. Re-enlisting is something I did to provide myself with the opportunity to make some of my dreams a reality.

So there.
what you said today hurt my feelings; but it opened my eyes too. Whether or not you meant it is no matter.

what will happen will happen... you know: que sera sera!

On that note...

Goodnight

05 January 2009

"I want to spend the rest of my life with my best friend" is what she wrote. Wow. This is in fact a beautiful reality that I have seen with my own eyes. And honestly, if your spouse doesn't become your best friend, then maybe that person shouldn't be your spouse... i dunno, but that's a thought that strikes a very deep chord in my heart.

This not at all what i intended to write today, but after reading her blog i had to comment in mine on that.

You're right you know. And much of what you said gave me alot to think about... i will write more on this subject later.

And what I was going to write earlier, i will do that later also.

In the mean time, I need to take my belongings to the ship. We're going out for com2x. joy.